Move On

I try my best to forget everything and now, I've totally moved on. The memories still bear in my mind, still stuck at the same position. It couldn't be removed unless I have the amnesia. Haha.. But, no worries. I keep it as a positive side and I learn how to handle this matter in a good way. I still remember how somebody advised me to leave people that I loved the most for the sake of my future,dignity and Allah. Ouchh! I can feel the words stabbing deep into my heart until now. It was 3 years ago. I will always stick to my life principle. I know, this is not my right time to think about my soulmate as I'm not ready to hold any commitment with somebody. Futhermore, I've planned to end my single status around 25 or 26. If Allah wills it :D As I look around, most of teenagers at my age are busy thinking and finding their partners and being in love with each other. Well sometimes, I was thinking if I was them, could I manage my life appropriately? I'm too young to think about it. Somehow, it bothers me to seek for life partner because sometimes, the lonely hits me. I couldn't deny it anymore. But, my life principle had overcome all the thoughts. Recently, I found somebody. Somebody that have changed a whole life of mine. The meeting at the bus stand has made my life until now. The one who gives me the spirit to move on, to walk away from my past, the one who taught me to be a good dreamer. The one who dares me to upgrade my performance in my study by beating him. I call him as, friend. He'doesn't know that he was the one who brings me to this far. Now, I've learnt to accept the fact that the luck won't always belong to people who asked for it. Allah will give what you asked, but He will give you when the right time comes.

Buddies

     

11 years and 6 years friendship

"Friends are connected heart to heart. Distance and time can't break them apart,unlike love"

Miracle

The way I figure it out, everyone gets a miracle. Like, I will probably marry to Prince of Persia, travelling all over the world by myself, I could have stepped foot on Saturn. But if you consider all the unlikely things together, at least one of them could probably happen to each of us. My miracle was different. My miracle was......... I used to be a girl that managed to bring kind of memories in my life. I created them with some people and keep them in my mind and as collection of photos too. Some people said, I'm a girl who have happy go lucky life. Some people said, I like to be alone. Some people said, I'm too independent. Some of them said, I'm childish. Some people said, I'm too quiet. Some of them said, I'm too strict. Well, people and their mind, perspectives and observations. I can be all of the terms stated at a certain time, depends on my situation.  I've known so many people in my life. Kind and bad. Happy and annoy. I've met all those people and I manage to keep them in my life. But, not all of them could stay in my life. They got their own life too and share it with new people. People come and go. And sometimes, I hope if some of them could come back to my life. But hope is just hope. 
Few years passed, I learn to move on from my old life. I've to choose either to stay or move on. I'd chose to move but just a few steps forward. Because I couldn't bear myself to leave someone who had that place in my heart. I still gave the space but not much as I knew, it's not a good thing to deal with. But,I still put my hope on it.
Now, everything has changed. I've moved on further than before. I've moved thousand steps forward to bring my new life further from the old memories.`I'm struggling myself to create my new life. This is my journey. The beginning of my life just started. I need to put my effort on it, to make it beautiful before I'm gone. I put my trust to Allah, hold faith on it. Because I know, the miracle would happen after the long journey.
I have seen miracles just happen. Silent prayers get answered, broken heart becomes brand new. That's what faith can do.

Miss

The definition of MISSING Thing that won't be able to be found because it is not in its expected place. The definition of MISSING SOMEONE Even you are busy doing worldly things, they cross your mind.